I killed my Love


Yeah,i was single and ready to mingle.i was just returning from a break up...i mean,i had broke up recently.Not my fault(As usual),my ex ditched me coz she chose to marry an engineer instead of a jobless person like me.what could i do?come on,nobody gets a job before finishing studies and i was in the 1st year of my MBA.still,i had tried my best to be with her,but she chose otherwise.anyways,that is another story.Let us focus on my present freedom :P.yeah,i was drinking like hell and enjoying each n every moment.Frustrated?Me?Not really.or else,i would not have flirted with 2-3 new girls :P...Yeah,thats me.....The real me-BP-careless and a free soul as always!Thats my introduction......for the time being J

Just a month before my break up,i had appeared for MAT,Cat n IPSAT.i had scored 89 percentile in MAT,but i did not choose any college through MAT.i cleared IPSAT,but i did not join.And finally,after my break up,i got a mail from IIM-I J

This was jolly good for me.Gd/Pi was being held at Bangalore and i was desparate for a break.This was my chance to travel to a new place for a chance and i grabbed this chance with both hands and both legs.By the way,my best friend-Annie was staying at Bangalore J

Started the journey on april 13th 2011 and reached bangalore on april 14th.After freshening up,i rushed to meet my best friend-Annie.At that time,she was my only and lonely pillar of strength.I had dis bloddy habit of talking with someone after 6 pegs.So most of the time,i used to call her(of course after break up),and only god knows how many times i had said-i love you to her in drunken state :P still she never minded these bloddy antiques of mine,coz she understood my state of mind and heart perfectly.thats why she was my best friend J

Annie came to meet me with her roomie-Roshni.From the first sight,i was lost.till that moment,i had never believed in love at first sight....but exactly,at that particular moment,i felt something like that.I felt like a lightening had struck me,as if it will never strike me again.I knew nothing about her,still i felt a strange sort of attraction towards her.Anyways,i calmed my nerves and had dinner with Annie and Roshni.Then i went to drop them near their PG.at that time,Annie introduced me with Roshni.Aaaah....what a moment!As if this was the moment for which i was waiting J .That full moon,that cold breeze,that ice cream parlour(near their PG),everything seemed amazing.

The next morning i.e,15th was my birthday.so at 11pm me n my friends(i was not an alien at Bangalore)grabbed some(crates) beers and started gulping.At around 11:55 all of us were 3 beers down.just then Annie called me to wish me(yeah,she was the 1st to wish me).I talked with her,then i asked her about roshni.she started counter questioning and i had to speak out my heart.I said-i don’t know how,but i feel that i am in love with Roshni.Annie was furious.she said-what is this?you are just fresh from a break up and now you are talking stupid things?i said,no...i really love her.she said-no use,she is already engaged.My drunk brain shouted-no girl is engaged till she is married.A girl is only engaged after marriage coz real commitment starts after marriage.Can you believe it?Annie had put the loudspeaker of her cell on :O .and Roshni had overheard everything L.Shit man,i was screwed!

The next day was really tough.Me,Annie and Roshni sitting together in a restaurant and nobody was talking.That was really uncomfortable.Finally Roshni broke the ice and said-I have a bf,so you should not have any wrong impression about me.i said-yeah,fine...i was drunk...dats why i said like that.or else,i am quite reserved type :P.and Roshni n me became friends J

But there was a storm brewing up in Annie’s mind...after all she was the only one who knew me by my blood since i was a kid.That night,Annie called me and asked-r u serious about Roshni?i said-yes,i am.i love her.she said-what is this?u are just fresh from a horrible break up.please don’t do this,don’t drag pain into your life.i said-i lover her dear,i m in love with her,Annie replied-how can you dare to love someone who can never be yours?i replied-pyar hai,koi samjhouta ya business toh nahi ki jis se hum pyar kare woh bhi hum se pyar kare J
At that moment,this dialogue was enough to make Annie silent,but it was me...who destroyed the meaning of this dialogue later,yes it was ME!

To be continued..........

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